Unfortunate

I have totally, really, utterly, ultimately no mood to work what so ever. My dear friend in Australia, my childhood friend is in hospital fighting for his life and im stuck here working. Spent like 5 hrs on the phone calling overseas consoling his gf this morning since i knew both of them. Fuck i really wanna fly back, hiaz. Makes things worse today cab to work cuz obviously nvr slp, traffic jam! pasir ris to PS - $22.50. Go shoot me la. Tonight got chalet and i really not in a happy mood to party. Trying so hard last few days to control my face, my emotions, until i can't hold it in, i just wanna fly back now. What should i do guys?

To add on to the plate there;s this fren, i call her tissuefren, she's really a great person to talk to with a damn great personalty, but i don't know why the last 4 days it's like totally we don't talk/don't bother. I guesss this week im loosing ppl.

I'lll try get back to work now, aiya i dunno la, my mind feels so crowded with shit.
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