Well, I don't know what i'm feeling inside, but i know i wanna see where it leads me, but i'm just scared. I've been numb for almost 2 years until now. I just can't explain it. There's just sometin so special and gifted about her. I can always read people, and this person has such rare qualities it's insane! When i wanna try to move in, she backs away, i'm not sure is that a sign to give up or to wait. Sometimes she treats me so nice i just wonder is she just being nice or wat. I'm so confused, and it hurts inside the longer i wait without knowing if something is gonna happen. To be good friends or otherwise? Nah it can't be me that she likes, i mean after all there's really nothing special about me is there? Argh from today i have 6 working days left, then i'm gone, i'm scared of what will happen. Whoever she chooses will be really lucky. ok i'm emo, i'm gonna go finish up my video blog entries.
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