I read a friends blog not long ago, of how much she misses her ex. I just realised till now i havent forgotten my ex either nor how much i love her. It's like i can still believe that one day we will be back together again. Gosh im so nieve. This few months i had a few friends who broke up with their partner too. I guess sometimes finding the right one isn't as simple as just a relationship lasting such a long period, such as mine. I really wonder if my heart is really open or is it now just looking for someone to fill up that hole.

Whatever the case, i really wanna have a new start at love, and not just anyone but someone special. I've dated a few times over the last few months, and i just don't feel anything. Hopefully that snow white/cinderella will come, as long as the glass slipper fits. i've fallen for someone recently, and i dunno how or why, but i dun understand the signals she's sending.

time will tell.....


5am liao. need wake up at 7 zzz, nitex