Sunday Evening

Well with a few days left to go, i'm really starting to miss everyone and everything, from the bed i sleep on to the bowl i eat food in. I guess this is a period that every guy goes through, but hey like everyone has told me countless times, it's life, go in and go out. But i say go in well come out superior. Superior mainly to myself.

Well i'm truly touched, although i was sleeping till like 3pm today, a lot of people called me to go out, i'm sorry guys but i was super tired from the previous days activites which spanned this morning, i promise i will make time for u all esp when i book out. Sian i can't meet everyone then some people upset, sorry la, it's seriously difficult to slot in time for everyone, as it is this whole week i meeting everyone.

Quite guilty i missed a few people today, end up faster wake up try to salvage what is left of the day, anyways at night met up with mark, chris, shawn and we slacked like we used to so LONG ago. Seriously it's like so hard to meet up with everyone, hiaz. Anyways whatever the case, we had dinner at changi, dinner only hor nothing else LOL, then went to a lanshop for a short while before slacking etc. It was great la to be back in their company once again. Hope to see you guys again, once i'm balled that is =X

Shoutouts to everyone, thanks for all the well-wishes and supports, see you all real soon....

MArk

Saturday morning to Sunday morning

Woke up on saturday AFTERNOON, mum sis and myself met up with dad at downtown as he was already there. We ate at "FRESH BULGOGI", it's like soul garden but ala carte style. Anyways it was nice as we had a nice family lunch, well technically it was my breakfast/lunch/dinner for the day, i didn't eat a LOT but it was nice that you just didn't wanna eat anymore. haha. Overall quite ex, but mum and dad and sis thought that it would be a treat for me especially where i can cook it myself haha! thanks guys.Did some shopping and walked around downtown as there was this BIG party called "Family DAY" how coincidental? LOL.....Helped mum with shopping then went home to rest a bit, well technically just sit down and digest.Around evening it was back to downtown east to meet up with frens, cool, first met up with lionel and brina for well my late late meal which was about 11pm haha, then twin and carmella joined us, apparently they were late cause they were performing at some gig, so anyways the 5 of us chit chat a lil while till the movie started at 1220am. Terminator Salvation is worth watching, seriously recommend it to those who like action but a bit of chit chat as well. Bumped into poly frens too, had a good chat with them, didn't know you had a gf dude, lol, you always tell everyone u single. LIAR!Anyways watched till like 230am then carmella went home, so the 4 of us went over to louis's place where we all sat down and louis brought down a bottle of wine, well it was the wine i bought for his bday, go figure! lol. Afterwards, Bri, Lionel, Louis and myself were left, we went to central to chit chat and makan, although i didn't really eat as i jus wasn't hungry =_=",,,we sat there from 4am till 730am, talked about everything from old times, to our usual crappy jokes and abt me and army LOL. It was seriously nice, just old frens and good memories.

Alright it's 8am, and i need sleep. later going out again
nitex, erm....morning

1108pm friday, last day of work @ starhub

Ok ok let me just say that i've stopped working permanently! well until im through with NS i mean. LOL. But heys it's been a great ride, i love working, so called addicted work-a-holic??!!?? Hmms...weird.

Well lets see nothing much, someone i used to date became a lesbian!! LOL! OMFG haha, darling what's wrong with you? i told you not to date that guy! zZz, he definately screwed with your mind. Oh well good luck to ya =)

Ok well i have 6days and a few hours be4 i head into National Service which is cool, gonna miss everyone but hey i'm trying to slot everyone in this week, hopefully can meet EVERYONE, although i highly doubt it. My frens from Australia are coming down from overseas to say hi, which is cool. Oh that and go partying haha! cheers mates!

Been feeling very weird lately, But nvm, i'm staying strong and staying firm in what i believe in
> Family > Career > Friends > Health > DRUGS > You Believe?!?! > LOL.

i will blog when im more rested guys, sorry for the lazy half-ass postings, well it's late and i'm gonna help sis with a painting she's doing.

<3

Cool Tuesday!

Well i was able to change my shift for today from 1130-9 to 9-630 instead. Thanks to hoons for the help helps =) was able to go out with frens after work, well technically chalet! lol.

Met up with kw and ed at hougang interchange, had a colleague company me there so it wasn't a boring ride over, took the car over with a little speedy adventure LOL, nice ride, comfortable balls, reach there, there was a miscommunication with everyone! i mean everyone! people went to either downtown east costa sands, costa sands or aloha loyang! lol, but it was the one at downtown. Good thing we parked the car midway of all three for convenience.

Anyways nice to see everyone, realised got someone else going to the army on the exact same day! COOL!!! haha, well um wat else can i say? um as usual at every bbq im cooking LOL, then this gal from 1 year our junior came, funny gal haha, keep calling me chef =_=. The most funniest thing is her name is Sirvin too! LOL omg, hahaaahahaha when we introduced each other i almost laughed till my head fell off haha. But she was nice, even invited me to her bbq some time, but i used army as the perfect excuse lol. Anyways Joan said i have big feet!! SAD la!!! but after she try on my slippers, she kept quiet, comfortable!

Had fun with everyone la seriously, now it's time to get focused for the army, well i have been for quite some time but hey you can never be too prepared! okok so i stayed till about 1am, then i got a ride home. Now gonna chill out be4 i go for a jog or sometin see how.

Stupid!?!? argh!

You wanna know the most stupid thing?

Before i even started work at starhub i told this gal that i'm not ready, that she was great and i loved everything about her but i wasn't ready. Then while at that period i was working at starhub i met someone, i wasn't sure what the hell was going on at first, all i know is that i did not initiate anything. With the doses of sms on my off days, and certain online conversations i got the wrong idea as
A, she was too friendly,
B, she was too damn quiet to speak up,
C, well i don't know C yet, but it's weird.

I actually thought she had some interest in me, at first when she would contact me i was like erm WTF, but then slowly i started to like her. OMFG! What the hell was i thinking, she was such a pain in the ass. Now we're not talking, but i don't care, i even had the guts to apologize although it wasn't all my fault? LOL. All i know is that i took the guts to tell her and clearify the air before it seriously escalated to some big ass problem. Well it's good now, she has someone and me, well i have you.

Now i realise that i shouldn't had left u astray my dear, you are really special much more and much more to come. I was stupid to think that i wasn't ready, but i was honest! I wanted to make sure that the feelings i have for you were real and NOT the rebound. After this STUPID incident, i realise that that one gal truly meant for me was RIGHT INFRONT of me and always there when i needed her. I'm so sorry, and i'll make it up to you every chance i get.

Guys this is all the post about my love life has to stop, it's getting too public especially after that starhub incident. Those who want access to private entries pls ask me first. Don't bother looking, you will never find it.

Time to mend things with her
nitex <3

Well work today was great, had fun just me and adeline, wa lao you ah, cannot let me work in peace! LOL haha, 5 min also cannot, haha. But it was a good laugh. Still wasn't feeling so well so had a very healthy lunch, salad sandwhich and some plain vege sushi, no mayonaise etc obviously! lol.

It's weird since i've got the letter for NS, everyone has been finding out that i'm enlisting in 5th june. I've been asked out by all my frens and even cousins and family members. I really love you guys seriously.

On the train ride home my cousin who i haven't seen in over 10 years called me, he came back from Spain some time back. Should be going out with him and the guys be4 i go in. Had such a good coversation that once i reached Pasir Ris interchange i walked all the way, the entire 9-10 bus stops home LOL. Good exercise huh. Ok just finished the call, now gonna have dinner, and later after 2 hrs go for some jogging. Need to repair my stamina after my injury. Oh morning at 8am meeting a fren for gym at tampines before work, train all the way baby!

Ok today's post impromptu, but heys im tired yea. Guys i'll try make it for graduation party, see anyone can swap shift with me ba. Cheers.

I want to sleep!

omg la it's 230am and i cant sleep. my stomach hurts so bloody much, to make matters wrose i keep needing to go to the toilet to puke/poo. This is getting bad zZz, make matters worse im working tmr morning, hopefully can get a few hrs slp dispite the discomfortness. Hmms was hoping got frens to chat online tonight throughout the morning, but looks like every1 is offline or busy. Well it's a saturday night go figure! either people are still out or alr asleep from a long fun day. Hmms what can i do for the next few hrs? oh yea i wrote 2 poems today, i think it's quite alright lol, but im shy to post it. haha. Oh well maybe i'll write one more.

Sleep well ppl....

Ok so im sick, didn't see the doctor, so instead went down to the bathrooms to get a nice steam bath ahhhhhhhhhh so nice! Body relaxed, even had a nice warm shave and shower. So long since i really had a nice luxious bath/gromming session. Well Thanks everyone for checking up on me, dude you don't need to treat me dinner la, i'm fine LOL haha. Your crazy =_=

Anyways a good steam bath is good for the body and face, removes all excess oil and stuff, you guys should try, even if you dun have the facilities, you can just boil water in a claypot and add some vicks, if will clear your face of excess dirt and your nose. Good for the body, definately a must if you have been to over 4-5 parties/BBQ's over the last 3 weeks LOL.

Oh not many guys do this, but hey i care about the way i look, especially a long long time ago what felt like another lifetime i had a very bad acne problem LOL Guys you should get something like day cream and night cream, one to moisturize ur skin when your out and the other to repair your skin when you sleep. Ok i must admit last 3 weeks i haven't been doing it, so today i got back into my routine haha. Alright i'm gonna watch my new cable tv, since i signed up the line, i haven't even watched anything yet, let alone any movies.
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Chao...

Sicksssss

Hiaz crap i think i'm seriously sick, last night after the BBQ cannot slp, stomach so pain keep going toilet to poo out and this morning i vomited. LOL could i be pregnant? haha, don't think i will eat anything today, wanna clean out/DETOX my entire system. Okok i need go toilet again, so i'll make it fast, i had fun with everyone yesterday. These are the memories i want before i leave starhub, unfortunately i just don't wanna leave, i wanna stay. Today i was supposed to meet frens but i think i'm gonna stay home and rest, hopefully well enough to go jogging later, kk toilet toilet bye all.

Thanks for the comments and messages haha. Those who still email me and myspace me on msn 2nd msn account, pls email markos-88@hotmail.com. Thanks <3

A time for thoughts

Well, I don't know what i'm feeling inside, but i know i wanna see where it leads me, but i'm just scared. I've been numb for almost 2 years until now. I just can't explain it. There's just sometin so special and gifted about her. I can always read people, and this person has such rare qualities it's insane! When i wanna try to move in, she backs away, i'm not sure is that a sign to give up or to wait. Sometimes she treats me so nice i just wonder is she just being nice or wat. I'm so confused, and it hurts inside the longer i wait without knowing if something is gonna happen. To be good friends or otherwise? Nah it can't be me that she likes, i mean after all there's really nothing special about me is there? Argh from today i have 6 working days left, then i'm gone, i'm scared of what will happen. Whoever she chooses will be really lucky. ok i'm emo, i'm gonna go finish up my video blog entries.

BBQ

Well i was so tired today omg! the night be4 i was preparing all the food and everything. MArinated and stuff haha only had like 1-2 hours sleep. Took me quite awhile but at lease it was edible. Unfortunately this is like my basic menu, not my proper cooking standard so i hope i don't get graded by this crappy presentation LOL. OK! so i woke up at 8am and work was at 9am all the way in town! OMG! quickly out of bed, slipped on jeans and shirt and put on my running shoes and ran all the way to the main road.
Once i reached tampines interchange i ran all the way to the train. then once i reach Douby Ghout station, i ran all the way to work! LOL talk about morning exercise balls!
Shouldn't had run, i became SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ENERGETIC!!! the following pictures will do ALL the explanation.

So hungry didn't really eat dinner so break time i ate 2 pao LOL, then lunch fried rice. Wah song bo full liao, but stomach pain whole day, this from last night till now. OMG! zzz. Work was great, had fun with frens and stuff, had so much free time to catch up on slp so i rested for like 3 hrs.
After work cab, most of us was gonna take public transport there so Fuad, Hoon, Shuang Shuangs and myself took cab to my place. All of us slept in the cab lol, TIRED! Home liao mummy and daddy there to help me, dad help me chop onions garlic and freeze ice, then mummy and me with the pasta. I love you guys! Sad wanted sis to join me for bbq, but she stayin overnight at frens house, so nvm just me and my frens =) haha.
Everyone was here, we had so much fun, AS USUAL WITH EVERY BBQ that i plan, my tradition would be doing prawns in a frying pan over fire. I've done this tradition to over 15 BBQ within the last 3 yrs. However Actually i made a few different type of prawns for someone special. But unfortuantely she didn't eat =X, think i need to improve my cooking hiaz. Anyways there was more then enough food! end up justina took home about $20 worth of food LOL esp since my family we all dun eat all this stuff we call "junk food." People keep coming and going, sadly we didn't take one group photo, but the memories in my head i won't forget, good thing i have a good memory haha. I love you guys, i mean all of you. Thanks for making my last 2 weeks as a civilian fun. Keep in touch!

Loves Loves

It doesn't matter what people think, as long as you are happy, THAT! is the MOST important.

Ok well for the last 1 year i've been practising my singing, i may film one good video clip before i get into camp. Stay Tuned....

LOL for those who don't know how to get to my house, here is the map. HAHA! okok im so bored that i actually have time to draw picture, facebook, msn, sms, and read news online. I love my job baby!

This is a true story from the Japanese Embassy in US!!!

A few days ago, Prime Minister Mori was given some Basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets president Barack Obama...

The instructor told Mori Prime Minister, when you shake hand with President Obama, please say 'how r u'.
Then Mr. Obama should say, 'I am fine, and you?' Now, you should say 'me too'. Afterwards we, translators, will do the work for you.'

It looks quite simple, but the truth is...

When Mori met Obama , he mistakenly said 'who r u?' (Instead of 'How r u?'.)

Mr. Obama was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humor:
'Well, I'm Michelle's husband, ha-ha...'

Then Mori replied 'me too, ha-ha.. .'.

Then there was a long silence in the meeting room.


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Sleepy come Zombie

Wah im damn tired, but i guess it was for a good cause. For obvious reasons i shall not mention her name. But i have this fren, who has trouble with her bf, well we've been frens for years, and i think we're closer then brother and sister if that makes sense? anyways something quite disturbing was that her bf is beating her, cause she can't get money. WTF LA!!! I'm still so close to going over to his house and finish his face off, i'm not a violent person but what he has done has just crossed my barriers. Last night about 3am i went to her house to talk to her, then finally 5am i slept on her bedroom floor till this morning, i'm so tired and now i'm at work. ARGH i don't know what i should do!?!?!? She doesn't wanna tell her family nor report this asshole. I'm still contemplating my promise that i won't report him zZz.

I curse him...

GraDuAtION DaY!!!!

Today is graduation day lol, where to begin, argh nvm im gonna cut short, met up with all my brothers and sisters and my frens and some people who i just say hi to but know my name? LOL. haha. well during the graduation ceremony the 1st speaker said this " We an institution of 19 years , have geared our students to prepare for the work sector where they will be fully equipped to cope with current situations" >>>>>>>>>>OUR IMMEDIATE RESPONCE WAS >>>>>> " BULLSHIT! "


Well once graduation was over it was off to take pics with frens and chit chat.
Think i smiled at lease 80 times today lol. my cheeks still hurt, until i got to a point i just grinned in every photo!
LOL, although a fren dared me to do sometin stupid on stage when collecting my diploma, i didn't dare, the lady was so nice, i even picked a conversation with one of the teachers while waiting to walk up on stage.

Oh and midway my pants tore. something on the chair ripped it leaving a nice hole on the side of my leg, some people probablly thought i was doing sometin wild, well that was one of the comments haha. So lucky i wore boxes, otherwise it would had been up very weird, people already had a nice view of my upper thigh haha, i even ended up in a photo with my leg showing, should be featured on MAXIM. Well nothing much to say here, just the guys standing in a line, with me *no surprise* at the very end =_=
Some individual photos with some friends =)


hiax although i will try to keep contact with everyone,
it will not be easy as some u only know through a sch relationship or some who are flying overseas. BUT it was great , shook hands and even hugged a few people here and there until now im scared that i might just get the H1M1 virus =_=.




Anyways i went home to change then met up with frens in town, APES CAFE, which is between douby ghout and bugis, opp paradis. Had good Food, KBOX, DRINKS, ETC. Since i dun exactly drink anything alcoholic had a nice iced mocha which cost $7, might as well visit starbucks as i actually finished the drink in 10 seconds after it came to the table la zzz. Cut short, stayed till 11pm, then kw sent me back home halfway in his car, and i've been blogging since i was waiting for the bus till i got home right now. OK OK tired tired, gonna chat to a few frens and sleep. NITEXppl.

Tuesday-Wednesday

Well, lets see, i had a great 3 day off week, it was great! Now work today was fairly alright, did work fast and as usual all the AA's did teamwork. Had time to chill out and walk around. We all had so much time that it was insane, we were finding it so hard just to keep our eyes open throughout the morning. SOME OF US RESULTED TO DOING THIS TO KEEP OUR EYES OPEN, ERM I MEAN FAKE EYES? (3 biscuits were harmed in making this blog entry, may god bless their floury souls)


Lunch was fairly interesting today, Adeline felt like eating Carl's Junior (OMG!) but in the end we settled for KFC. With my routine, there is no way im eating chicken, so had that little $3 burger, which was smaller my hand! I MEAN WHAT THE HELL!!!! they make me look like im some huge ass monster, but then again kinda true haha.
After work, went to Tampines, to get my spects done, since i need one for army, paid $120 which i find alight i guess provided it lasts that 2 yr period lol. Well it's now 340am, Spent the last 3 hrs chatting nonsense with Tissuefren, who for some apparent reason keeps disconnecting from internet, i think ur desktop/laptop need throw out the window hor? LOL. Argh im gonna slp now tired, nitex...<3

Duke's birthdayyyy

Well, Once again i was able to wake up late, woohoo! but then again so did everyone else i was supposed to meet up with haha. All met up at hougang mall around mid-afternoon before heading down to duke's. It's been awhile since all of us went out as were all busy not to mention some people have to enlist in army soon LOL, some people im refering to are practically myself and ryan, oh yea duke too =)
Well yea a lot of people turned up, mostly from TP, and some from SP and certain clubs that duke has been participating in, and so on. It was pure madness haha, there was one part when duke was giving a speech, this big guy and myself couldn't tahan so we smashed the entire cake into his face. SAD no cake, but hey on the bright side who needs the extra calories and it was a good laugh for all 40 of us haha. I think u shd leave ur hair like this, this new cake and chocolate brings out such great colour in ur hair bro =) whahahah, oh and it wasnt just me who pushed the cake into ur face erm i mean face into cake, had help with ur big fren, STRENGTH X2, oh yea guys there wasn't any cake left, it was all on his face, literally a 1KG cake SMASHED! SAD!Some people got him Playboy underwear, very cool looking! Everyone made him wear it outside his pants, which kinda made things um revealing!?! haha, oh and a beanie for the hair, good luck with this weather LOL!


Good music, good food (catering) and great crowd, everything a good birthday needs! haha.
Getting late, about midnight, Duke drove us home! cool! good thing we're all like on 1 particular route so it's not bad haha. OVERALL A FUN DAY! AND A VERY FUN LONG WEEKEND FROM WORK! AHAHAHAHA, OH WELL ARMY COMING MIGHT AS WELL ENJOY, Although i still feel this dark endless hole inside of me, my friends are always around to back me up no matter wad =) NITEX EVERYONE

Louis's birthday

Well woke up late today, FINALLY!!! lol anyways went over to louis's condo today at downtown east for the bbq with everyone, aka Ra3cALs. Wah after so long we're all back together, i think past is past hor, just enjoy life now right? haha.

Anyways it was great to see everyone, even auntie and uncle and the family who still remembers me, esp for my cooking haha. Cause as usual as most of you know very well, i'm always doing the cooking, so called flare. Sadly not everyone came, but for those who did, it was a reunion to remember. Spent hours and hours until 12am then all go home.

-Some highlights were a pair of ladies underwear we found on the groud floor LOL, damn funny la, wonder who it belongs to =X >Almost all the presents were alcoholic related haha, bottles of red wine etc, as we all know louis's hobby is collecting and sampling different wines. But since he has gotten with his girlfriend he has been tamed haha. Such a nice couple i must admit, real happy for you bro, after all this time, you have finally found your happiness =)

Anyways some of the guys are in army, gave me some tips, AND WHY IS EVERYONE TELLING ME I WILL BE AN OFFICER???? LOL for the last 1 month, at lease 1 dozen ppl telling me, " Mark you have the look of an officer," " you can survive the training, you can do it!" <<<<<<<<<<<<<<< WTF okok i wanna push myself 110% but siao liao so much confidence in me i stress, scally i driver u all laugh LOL.


Anyways watever you both are trying to do everyone was sure laughing. Think i have a fren who likes ballons, she shd get some pointers hahaa.....

Peace out all, great day.
Ra3cALs 4 LifE!!

16 May 2009, Saturday Part2

Well alright after gym etc went to slp for an hr, met up with mummy at Tampines. It's been a long time since we went shopping together, oh wait it's been A LONG TIME! Since sis is always with us, she went to camp today at Sentosa, i think about $40 for 1 night she stay there sleep in underwater world and see all the thing, i spent last night begging her to try and hide me inside her luggage so i can go too.

Mums and me went from shop to shop, mall to mall lol, in the end i bought mummy 2 pairs of shoes or is it heels? i don't know what you call it, and i bought myself finally a pair of shoes! Since everyone was nudging me to buy one. But i think i really have enough shoes LOL. WAit i upload the pics and u see the shoes i bought and my collection of shoes =_=" LOL.

Hmms since it's louis's bday tmr, i bought his fav red wine. Cost a lil more then my price range but nvm, it's worth it, he's still a bro of mine. Tmr shd be fun fun day just like everyday =) um oh yea lets see, did grocery shopping, and i went to this boutigue selling spects. WOW so nice la!! zzz, wish i didn't buy my POLICE spects, cost me $300+ and i like nvr wear, idiot sia. But this one i really liked was $400, hiaz one day when i really have the money. lol. im gonna get a cheap $50 framed spects, nice and casual, cuz half the time when im out i always bumped into friends, like today i walked right pass Natasha and i didn't say hi, she had to punch me to get my attention. Nice to see ya Nat, miss ur spagetti and meatballs =(

These are like all my new shoes, i think should be using them for at lease next 2 years, since i'll be in army for quite awhile, won't use so much, so last longer =)