Ok well firstly i would like to thank everyone, for their support or lending of shoulder and those who wanted to come over to meet up with me. Really had a lot of messages after i posted. After losing drew it's like just damn different. But anyways like rozzanna says " he's in a better place, and one day i will see him." or like Sirvin " life goes on, be strong" or like craig " celebrate his life with a pint of beer." or cerise " go shopping!"

Time will heal it all once again, i guess. But thanks everyone, sincerely.

Moving on, im so screwed, this next 2 weeks i have a few birthday's to go to and like 3 BBQ's =_=!!!!! What am i supposed to buy for their presents zzz, i have no clue where to start balls. Hmms. Going out is costing so much, so i'm so sorry dude that i can't go to ur Kbox bday this sat, well on the bright side u all dun nid hear my voice...Ok well im borrowing a colleagues MP3 now, and im listening to one of my all time favourite songs, Robbie Williams : Better Man, i would remember walking home from sec school i would sing this song out aloud (empty field btw sch and my old hse). Hopefully got Kbox be4 i go into NS, really wanna sing out everything stored up inside me. Hmms.

Love you all....