Hmms hey guys, once again i apologize if i can't meet you all this week. I have a very very tight schedule especially with the dance stand off coming up and my usual training for upcoming competitions. Then again there's the " Army " excuse, but seriously i'm truly sorry, working the PM shifts means i work throughout the night and i'm home during the day. I've already managed to meet some people during the day but that's about it for me really.

Hmms so i'm back with the guitar again, strumming away as i please throughout the day before work. I can only play a couple of songs, but i've recently started playing to John Legend's songs. They're really super nice and the beat isn't too fast for my pathetic fingers to keep up with. Only problem is the blisters are back once again =_=.

Other then that i've started sketching and drawing again, i'm like getting back to my hobbies and using the computer far less. Then again the computer is always on for my tunes =_= so not much of a difference anyways hAHA.

Training wise it's getting hard to maintain discipline! I now can only carry 1.3 times my bodyweight which is roughly about 120kg. Not good enough. Not to mention everyone's like super busy to train with me, and when they're free it's like i'm busy. Hopeless honestly.....

FML man! Seriously time isn't a luxury for me, i don't even have time for friends, i barely have time for family let alone time for myself. Even my training routine has been compromised, from the 200 push-ups a day and skipping plus gym/swim/jog to like once every 2-3 days. I'm starting to feel fat! this won't do!! Good thing i have like 2 hours before my shift.

Thanks to all those who have contacted me over the last few days, i'm fine and i can't be bothered about Jane anymore. She has to learn to grow up a little and she'll be fine. And i'm not emo lol, wth! I'm just very very expressive with my feelings and beliefs. Argh gtg need use the gym and book the BBQ pit.


Once again i'm sorry to some of you guys
Pam's for missing breakfast all the way at NUS =_=, hate u.
Geoff for lunch.
Randall and mates for tonight's TIMBRE, i'll try to make it.
Louis for chillax session, i'll call you later.
RASCAL3 - Look forward to our poolside BBQ tmr evening!