Hey guys, well last few weeks i've been in camp, although home on weekeneds i try to spend it with everyone, in other words try make time for all family and friends and gf.

Not many people know, but i'm in a relationship now, i won't say with who as i really wanna keep this private now. But all i can say is that as much as i wanna be there for her, deep inside me, i dun think i'm ready. There's like something wrong or sometin not right, things just don't feel the same anymore after lings. This sucks honestly as it's about time i found some happiness. But anyways she was supposed to come over for lunch today, but i think she's asleep, must be really tired after studying/working so hard, i'm very proud of her that's all i can say, i just hope that i can give dar all my best...

will update more interesting posts when i'm more fully rested, i only get to book out for 24 hrs, so that sucks.