Firstly i would like to say good luck to all those having exams this week and next and the following week after that. Recently everyone's been telling me about their exams and kind enough to tell me their schedules so i won't plan anything during their exams period. Argh kinda makes me wish i was back in school, but not studying Triple EEE (Engineering) but more like business and econs etc. Hmms well my turn will come mates, and you'll actually realize how left out i feel. LOL.

Here's a Little Quote i thought would be adequate enough for all those studying. Something other then the "Study hard jia you" phrases.

"An educated person is one who has learned that information almost always turns out to be at best incomplete and very often false, misleading, fictitious, mendacious - just dead wrong."

Russell Baker 

Anyways today once i turned on my phone after work, there was likes a couple of messages and missed calls. I thought i told most of you guys that i'll be in base on Sunday morning. But anyways i apologize for missing lunch, chillax periods, dinner, pub/clubbing and gym. I really don't have a lot of time on my hands, so if anything do let me know in advance so i can jot it down in my diary. As it is the next few weekends i have chalets and birthdays to attend. Quite crazy seriously but oh well, we shall see, i'll try make time to meet everyone of ya. Thanks again for all the support and stuff yea, i'm seriously trying super hard with training and upcoming competitions.

Wah i'm seriously so tired, i still may have running later lol, i haven't really been exercising at all, i've jus been slacking not a good thing. Need to go back to my routines everyday. Silly night shifts at work, my third week in a row, seriously no life.

SAT 25th April

Firstly i would like to say, i got home at effing 0020HRS this morning from camp. Seriously that's bloody interesting lol, worse part sunday morning i'll be back in base, which is a couple of hours from now. Argh seriously this sucks balls. Oh well i made the best out of it....

Lets see, woke up this morning, did push ups like crazy and weights oh which people have been commenting that i'm more buff which is a good thing. For once my training routine is working out it seems. Then again i wanna burn the fats, 3 months is the target.

I played the guitar for awhile, played Paramore's Ignorance (Acoustic) then it was off to more push ups then out with jen's for lunch. She bought me a pair of berms wtf. Darling i'm not your bf don't need treat me so good la LOL. Thanks love!
During Lunch : Posted via Facebook

was in line queing for chicken this afternoon, the person in front of me was pouring chilli into a little saucer and in a quick attempt to savor her food, splashed chilli on my hair and in my eyes. Inconsiderate Bastards. FML!

I mean seriously la can't people be more careful and at lease more considerate or even apologize. Fucking hell i even needed Jen's help to even wash the chilli shit out of my eyes. Mutha Fookers! So pissed off. 

Met up with mum's and sis did some shopping and did some shopping at Tampines T1. Took turns trying out all the sunnies at UNIGLO << CANT SPELL IT.....All in all a super fun day.

Ended the night well shall i say morning with a BBQ with old mates. Guys and Gals exchanging ARMY/WORK/SCHOOL Stories. Awesomeness Seriously. Love you all.

 Alright needa go do some shit and some more pushups LOL! addicted sah. 

Nitex all

Work again tmr morning FML!

Yummy Pies.

Just made some chicken pies! Although it looks kinda flat LOL, i think i need more practice. I'm really out of touch with my baking, thankfully my culinary skills hasn't got the worse of me. Well i have like 22Hrs before i have to report back to work, on a fucking sunday. Seriously FML.....

Hmms have a bbq/gathering later, although i booked the bbq pit for $100 non refundable, my friends wanna do it at Pasir Ris Park instead. I wonder if they actually know i paid cash? Hmms. Nvm. We'll see how the evening goes.
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enjoying life........

Hmms hey guys, once again i apologize if i can't meet you all this week. I have a very very tight schedule especially with the dance stand off coming up and my usual training for upcoming competitions. Then again there's the " Army " excuse, but seriously i'm truly sorry, working the PM shifts means i work throughout the night and i'm home during the day. I've already managed to meet some people during the day but that's about it for me really.

Hmms so i'm back with the guitar again, strumming away as i please throughout the day before work. I can only play a couple of songs, but i've recently started playing to John Legend's songs. They're really super nice and the beat isn't too fast for my pathetic fingers to keep up with. Only problem is the blisters are back once again =_=.

Other then that i've started sketching and drawing again, i'm like getting back to my hobbies and using the computer far less. Then again the computer is always on for my tunes =_= so not much of a difference anyways hAHA.

Training wise it's getting hard to maintain discipline! I now can only carry 1.3 times my bodyweight which is roughly about 120kg. Not good enough. Not to mention everyone's like super busy to train with me, and when they're free it's like i'm busy. Hopeless honestly.....

FML man! Seriously time isn't a luxury for me, i don't even have time for friends, i barely have time for family let alone time for myself. Even my training routine has been compromised, from the 200 push-ups a day and skipping plus gym/swim/jog to like once every 2-3 days. I'm starting to feel fat! this won't do!! Good thing i have like 2 hours before my shift.

Thanks to all those who have contacted me over the last few days, i'm fine and i can't be bothered about Jane anymore. She has to learn to grow up a little and she'll be fine. And i'm not emo lol, wth! I'm just very very expressive with my feelings and beliefs. Argh gtg need use the gym and book the BBQ pit.


Once again i'm sorry to some of you guys
Pam's for missing breakfast all the way at NUS =_=, hate u.
Geoff for lunch.
Randall and mates for tonight's TIMBRE, i'll try to make it.
Louis for chillax session, i'll call you later.
RASCAL3 - Look forward to our poolside BBQ tmr evening!

What you did tonight is something i haven't felt in awhile. You brought me dinner and you waited at my poolside for me to come home from work. I'm truly touched! I really am, spending time with you again and catching up on lost times was really something. But after all that you had to mention it. Why? What's the point? It's over, please get over it. I feel so fucking stupid telling you over and over again until i've reached the point that i'm tired of concealing everything to all my friends and family. Some of them have found out one way or another and it's so embarrassing that a grown man can't even handle these situations without making such a scene. Haven't you hurt me enough with Dave and that other fucker. I'm already doing my utmost to stay close friends with you can't you see it. I'm sorry i truly am and i know you regret everything you've done but the damage is done. I can never hold your hand without thinking of the amount of betrayal which trails endlessly behind our footsteps.

This is the last straw, i honestly don't care what you do with your life nor will i bother to help you. It's been so so so fucking long since we've split. Let me have my own life again and start dating without you scaring every single other person i meet away. Stop meeting me (pretending to bump into me outside my coincidence), and then ask me about my plans and my day. I'm not interested in anything you have to say.

It's hurting me so fucking deep inside just typing this to you, i even have a bloody exam tmr at 9am. You know my work involves peoples lives and weapons so do not spoil my concentration. Please stay the hell away from me until i bother to contact you. I'm sorry and yea...that's all i have to say.

nitex.

BEACH

Gazed upon from distant stars 

feel the echoes from within,

a touch of melody, a dainty hollow 

a blind man's whisper,

a dark shadow.

Blindly as if colourblind

words of poison with each sip of wine.

meticulously poised,

dangerously dark yet defined.

Misleading was the answer...

Jenna i've posted it. HAHAAHA!

I just had a big ass nudging from a dear friend, well she's more like a sis to me. looks like i better take her advice before she kills me. But then again i think you're already gonna kill me right? haha. Too bad i've posted it.


~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 Mark what the hell is with your postings lately? You're like all emo again! Get a grib bro!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 What?!?! No la i don't think so. What are you talking about how am i emo?
eh ps but what are u on abt gal.?

~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 Ex-gf this ex gf that, aiya fuck care her la after what she did to you! Move on dude.

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 Hey Hey Hey you giving me relationship advice? Don't forget who's the only guy who's never left your side LOL

~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 eh
 i'm talking about you ok!!!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 fine fine fine, you were saying love

~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 ok as i was saying be4 i was rudely interrupted!
 you need to jus hack care all these external and foreign influences! You have so much to look forward to, for one your massive makeover, your ideas and skills in business and even your cooking! oh my gawd cook for me again next week bro!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 huh? wah
 eh no time cook le
 what's with the sudden spread of words. looks like you've been watching me closely as u've always. I'm fine la i'm not bothered but i'm just very friendly and i think some people take the wrong way of things

~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 oh ic
 well then i'm not sure what i can say but i know that it's time you got yourself a gf!
 for goodness sake stop being super friendly with everyone and just be friendly with 1 person, 1 gal i mean.

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 zZz
 i have been friendly too a lot of people but that's just me isn't it, i mean you know me that well enough to tell i can't change. nor would i. As for the gal part, i do really like someone, but i think she's really not interested other then being good friends, so i rather have her as a friend then nothing at all. As for the other people i really jus don't like em, don't know why i'm getting all this unwanted attention though. I'm ugly and fat!
~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 ahaha! you stud! So humble as usual. Hey you're not ugly ok! I'm sure a lot of people have told u! You're not fat either, jus big and recently more more muscle looking?!?!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 um ok thanks dear!
 
~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 okok i need to go back to study!
 NUS is a bitch wish you were here in school with us!!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 oh okays =) um thanks again! lol..

~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 oh and one more thing, start enjoying life! don't be a cry baby and complain complain.AND U BETTER NOT POST THIS ON YOUR BLOG!

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 zZz...i wasn't gonna. but since you've mentioned it. Look at it by tmr hahah! i'm jus gonna do it to piss u off.


~~^.⬢:*"°:⬢.[ jens ].⬢:*"°:⬢.^~~,,,,, says:
 bb argh projects. kk la i go study bye bye.

 ...marco... observations through distant echoes says:
 laters
 =)